There's no light out there for me..
There's no hope..
My fake self is trying to be normal.To be like others.Longing for a little ray of fragile happiness.
Getting one step up and then thousands down
I guess it's my place..down here.
I feel uneasy up there.
Darkness is so comforting.
It even gives me a little of feeling.And light never shows me how to feel.Light just forgets about me.Forgets that i'm broken
It rains me with warm water that i can't save.
i'm full of holes.And that rain of love slips through...
i can't keep it.i can't contain love..
What is it? I can't manage to understand those words.. Happiness,hope,love...
It says nothing to me..It doesn't remind me of something... It doesn't give me any warm feeling...
Am i alive?What does it mean to be alive?Can i quit being alive if i am?...



@настроение: depressed

@темы: sad