eto pravda nevinosimo. a eshe s utra mne bilo neploho. dazhe poluchilos prizivat i nemnogo pomolitsya, vkusit Gospoda. a teper opyat. opyat eto zhelanie prosto pozvonit i sprosit kak dela. prosto uslishat golos. i prosto predstavit cherez razgovor ulibku. no ya derzhus! derzhus..
вобще-то это не так. моя жизнь не крутиться вокруг него. и страдается как-то незаметно. просто каждый раз когда грустно, вспоминается он. сегодня под вечер почему-то больше обычного. мешает другое. мешает незавершённость. я так не могу. может ему это и легко. потому что он не видит во мне что-то больше просто хорошей знакомой. но я так не могу. мне нужен конец. завершение круга. даже если я в полной мере понимаю что ничего не может быть, мне нужно чтобы он сказал это мне. и тогда я продолжу. разбитой, да. но мне будет от чего оттолкнуться. чем вот так вянуть день за днём. я скучаю..
сегодня праздник. все такие счастливые. прямо жуть. поздравляют друг друга направо и налево. обнимаются, целуются. и как то чувствуется эта атмосфера. хотя все эти годы совсем не чувствовалась. на небе солнышко. мимо проезжают мотоциклы с цветами на заказ. да и просто люди идут с букетами. вобще шумно на улице. машины, автобусы. все спешат в праздничной суматохе. ну не суматохе, а так в неком приятном темпе. и я сделала всё что могла. и теперь могу успокоиться и положиться на Господа. купить себе мороженного и просто не спеша идти и наслаждаться погодкой. на редкость хороший день всё таки.
so we keep being in touch once again. and once again i'm lost. though it seemed like i didn't care so much already. but today looking at my phone made me understand that i am waiting. still. waiting for you to make a move.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit (Psalms 34:18). It is encouraging to read what King David wrote in the previously quoted psalm. We can be healed and delivered from a broken heart.
The Lord is Strong; Do not Fear
Psalms 73:26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Matthew 11:28-30 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.
2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Trust the Lord for Deliverance and Healing
Psalms 55:22 Cast your burden on the LORD, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.
Psalms 107:20 He sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction.
Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
1 Peter 2:24 He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed.
1 Peter 4:19 Therefore let those who suffer according to God’s will entrust their souls to a faithful Creator while doing good.
Look Forward and Believe
Isaiah 43:18 Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old.
Mark 11:23 Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him.
Romans 5:1-2 Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
Romans 8:28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
1 Corinthians 13:7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
2 Corinthians 5:6-7 So we are always of good courage. We know that while we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord, for we walk by faith, not by sight.
Philippians 3:13-14 Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Hebrews 11:1 (KJV) Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Revelation 21:3-4 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”
это плохая идея смотреть драмку с утра. ещё и про войну. ещё и про несчастную любовь. блин... не хочу так. не хочу так всю жизнь. это больно. черезчур.
The LORD is near when their hearts break. He saves those whose spirits are very sad.
"A broken heart" means that we are "hurting in our minds, and very very sad". We must remember that God is near us when this happens to us. He wants to share our broken heart. He gives us help when we hurt inside.
Father, Healer Deliver me from broken love Stay here, closer Let me hear Your voice of Love Savior, Redeemer Bring me to this place of peace Jesus, guardian My broken heart is so in need